Weird~

These days , my heart wish to leave everything aside and go somewhere...all by myself.

Do anything i want....think anything i wish~

but....it's kinda lonely if im all alone

I don't know , but God surely knows xD

thats all~ cheers

Life isn't goes round all the times

Ever since i became a Christian , my life has changed dramatically .....i had more friends , my appearance changes....my personalities , my thoughts....everything changed....indeed it seems everything turns good...but not really , I become a Christian , is not because i want all the benefits Gods gave us , but wanted believe in Him and obey Him.

True , my life is so much better than before , but there's still so much challenges , Satan is really bad , wanted to destroy my bond with God . But luckily i wont break it even i die....so no matter what unfortunate things happened....i'll pray and believe in God...after that i'll earn the rewards from Him :3

but still......Sometimes it's really unbearable , i often wanna cry....wanna escape...wanna sleep and never wake up...but i know , thats not the right way to deal with things...i should face them....but now....i hardly have the power to do that....God , lead my path :/

Cheers~

Dye~~~

hohoho~~~ people always dye their hair during sch holidays~ but i try my 1st time after my high school....still wondering if it's a lil late or what x.x....but who cares~ i tried it too ^^


BUT~~~ no one told me not to wash head before do that....so there's an hour of pain for me while i dye my hair ~.~ oh well~~~~ it's also an experience anyway~ heres a photo....

Holidays or not?

Haha....my High School life is finally over~ My graduation test's mark is quite okay...but my Final test i'm not sure ><><>

now ~~~ i wish i can enjoy my holidays more...i started to feel Malaysia doens't suit me o_o....maybe i think too much? or maybe it's true...but i really want to leave here now...unless there's something i have to do here..or else i want to leave ASAP :)

It's already 12....yesterday Hagen came to our church and share his songs with us :D It's soooooooooooooo nice~~~ I've helped our Youth members to take some photos when they bought his albums :D

I'll show some here~~

Thats all

Cheers :D